Well, I looked at what I'm trying to achieve form MTTs and it is NOT doubling a $5 or $10 stake. I can do that on cash tables in much less than 3 hours. I want to win.

So I played to win and lost out 2 places from the bubble (freeroll - so whatever)

Today I played to win again. Just a $2 MTT. I came 1st.

Man, the amount you can make on the bubble is amazing. I doubled up in a few (non maniac) hands. Mainly stealing blinds and calling blatent bluffs.

Love it. I'm definately a play to win man now!